Nothing like a pregnancy scare to make a weekend more interesting. I got to spend my relaxing weekend home worrying thatI would not be able to be a kid anymore. A few weeks ago the bf and I weren't exactly responsible and then last wednesday I realized I was late. Which led to other realizations. I live by myself in a crappy apartment. Bf still has one more semester of college. Bf plans to build furniture and start company and I wouldn't be able to work with newborn. I have no health coverage for maternity. I have no money in my savings. I still wanted to do grad school. I dont want to grow up. Basically in no way shape or form am I or my bf ready to have a child.
Thank goodness for my wonderful mother who purchased tests for me. Because I am still late still waiting and really annoyed. The tests are negative and I just stopped using the patch so Im all off kilter. Hopefully the tests were right because mostly I wouldn't want to tell my dad. Life is way to hectic right now and my salary is way too low for the stresses and bills that go along with that.
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