Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Lunch ponderings

When I was younger I always thought it was a huge treat to have a microwave dinner. Mac and cheese and nuggets with a brownie was awesome. Now I am eating my Lean Cuisine Mac and Cheese and I wonder what was I eating back then. I know they are different but in my lack of oven state I have eaten ALOT of frozen dinners and they are seriously dissapointing. Not only that I will probably get cancer from eating microwave stuff all the time. haha

Really all I want to do is pop in the car and run over to Chipolte and get a burrito. Then find a candy store and get some Peanut butter fudge. And I wonder why I gained like 20 lbs last year(its ok, i have already lost 10 of that plus i was tiny). I have no power over cravings!!! Is it so wrong that I LOVE food. My dad says my problem is I see food as a reward. Got a new job LETS GO OUT TO DINNER! got a new haircut? lets get a taco. Broke a nail? I need creme bruleie. But how the hell do I change that? I cant tell my tastebuds to stop working!

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